I Am Kinda Back

I'm back! To use this space as an online diary of random thoughts, feelings and experiences.
I've decided that I've got the free time - I'm just going to spend less time on twitter and more time here. At least here I can look back and remember who I was a decade from now.

A few months ago, I went through something. That something made me question who I really am and what I stand for. There were certain things I was always sure I knew about myself and when I went against one of them, I was left feeling lost, empty and disgusting.

I got through that (and this dreadful winter) and now I want to start inspiring myself again. I want to read more, sit in the sun, go to museums, cook up tasty treats and spend time with the people I love.

The last time I posted, I said I'd lost my passion. I'm still looking for it and now I believe that I'm going to find it.

Grateful, happy and loved
Zama

Where Did You Go?

I've lost my passion. Luckily this time around it's not my passion for life as a whole but my passion for what I do for a living. I don't know when it happened excatly but I need to find it. Waking up every morning and leaving your passion at the door is something I liken to being suicidal, everyday you leave that passion at the door, you loss a bit of yourself.

So passion, I know you're out there. I'm looking for you and I hope you're looking for me too.